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My First Date was at a Wake by Kevin ToolisSubmit Your Memories
‘Shall we go back to the wake for the craic?‘
It was some opening line for a teenage date.
I was fifteen and standing on the floor of the Wavecrest Ballroom on an island off the west coast of County Mayo. It was just past two am in the morning and in my arms was the warm enticing body of Sinead, my would-be girlfriend.
The offer had come from Eamon, an older brother of one of Sinead’s female friends, and more importantly the owner of a precious car that we could all pile into and avoid the seven mile walk home.
The ‘craic’ in Irish usually means laughter, fun and games, but the offer of further teenage rollicking with a corpse in the room was unknown territory for me. The decision was made by Sinead. ‘Why don’t we?’ she said directly, a stab of lust there in her green eyes.
As a dating proposition going on to the wake did have certain irresistible attractions; my time with Sinead would go on; there was nowhere else to go on the island at three am and, as teenagers after a hard night’s dancing, we were ravenously hungry.
Soon, nine or ten of us, Mairead, Maureen, Mick, Patrick, Sean and Sheila, were piled in Eamon’s Ford Cortina and driving towards the wake house.
Inside, the house had a raw poverty. We turned sharp right into what must have been a front sitting room but now held the coffin, rows of seats, and a dozen or so seated mourners. The air was thick, almost choking, with cigarette smoke.
With Eamon as our lead we shuffled our way forward the corpse, a Seamus. On the way we shook hands solemnly with dead man’s two middle-aged stoutish daughters, Rose and Breda, garbling our ‘Sorry for your trouble’ before an obligatory mumbled prayer at the head of the open coffin.
But even as these things go Seamus wasn’t looking great. In his final illness his liver must have packed up and his skin had the vivid cartoon yellowish look of the heavily jaundiced. Close up, looking down on Seamus in his coffin, the most striking thing though was his nostril hair which comically hung down in two walrus-like tusks from his bloodless nose. Seamus’ layer-out had also forgotten to trim the old man’s facial hair, which sprouted from his ears in wiry mini-forests.
There was a leaden atmosphere in the room, a dry-eyed exhaustion. We soon gathered that Seamus, even in his daughters’ grief, was being classified as a happy corpse.
‘Sure, isn’t it happy for him…’ leaving unsaid the final words of relief ‘. and for us that he is finally dead.’
After our own pretend prayers and faux sympathy we sat down in a group, just feet from the yellowed corpse in the midst of surrounding mourners, an influx of tipsy, giggling teenagers.
When the sandwiches came round we tucked in scoffing plate after plate until more were brought. Eamon, straight-faced, called out for a refill of tea by saying his throat was ‘almost as parched as Seamus’ there.’
Squirming at Eamon’s blatant mockery of the corpse we practically pissed ourselves trying not to burst up in open laughter. Weirdly, Eamon’s testing demands were met with a bland, unseeing acquiescence by Rose and Breda. An extra cup of tea for Eamon soon arrived.
The real craic, also known as prumsaí on the island, a form of courting at wakes, was just about to begin. From his pocket Eamon produced a small button and held it out in the palm of his hand. ‘Let’s play the Ring.’
It was a teenage dating game, a version of Spin the Bottle. We held out our pressed together palms and Eamon went down the line and secretly slipped the button into the hands of one of the players.
Unknowingly at fifteen I had stumbled into one of the oldest rites of humanity. The Ring was a wake game, an ancient death ritual that was first mentioned in the 8th Century BCE poem The Iliad.
Led by a male cleasái like Eamon, a master of misrule, wake games are a defiant usurpation of death’s power, the prevailing social order of priests and authority and a vibrant proclaiming of the present pleasures of the flesh.
Our version of the Ring was pretty tame in comparison to the orgies once recorded at 18th century Irish wakes but it too involved some real pain, and sexual forfeit.
The object of the game was to guess who amongst us held the button. The penalty for a wrong answer for a boy was a bone jarring blow on the back of your knuckles by Eamon, whose metal-like fist inflicted searing pain. The penalty for a girl was five minutes outside in the dark, with a boy chosen by Eamon.
Locked into this dating game we burst out in suppressed laughter at another girl or boy’s crimson embarrassment at a wrong answer. We flirted. We teased and mocked, sniggered and guffawed and sought a way to clandestinely pair up with the boy or girl of our sexual desire.
Seamus, being dead, made no objection to our revelry but neither did his daughters Rose or Breda. Nor did the old men, farmers in flat caps, who sat all around us, who waked along with us through that night. No-one said a word. Not even a hostile glance. As if this teenage renewal, these ancient rites of prumsaí, was part too of Seamus’ departing.
Unconsciously even in our prumsaí, the wake was also training us too for our own death. Like the older mourners all around us, we too, although teenagers, were being trained to see the sight and touch of the dead as nothing strange – just the very ordinary dead.
Playing the Ring whilst waking along with the dead has a price. The back of my hand ached for days afterwards bruised back from wrong answers. But it was worth it. Because out in the moonlit dark at the back of Seamus Gallagher’s wake house, paying forfeit, I first laid my lips on Sinead’s tremulous mouth. The dead man inside in the box had only heightened rather than deterred our hormonal urges.
(c) Kevin Toolis
This article first appeared in (c) The Irish Times.
Kevin will be appearing for an event at the London Irish Centre on 9th November 2017. Tickets and further details available here.
About My Father’s Wake: How the Irish Teach Us to Live, Love and Die
Death is a whisper in the Anglo-Saxon world. But on a remote island, off the coast of County Mayo, death has a louder voice. Along with reports of incoming Atlantic storms, the local radio station runs a thrice-daily roll-call of the recently departed. The islanders have no fear of death. They go in great numbers, often with young children, to wake with their dead. They keep vigil through the night with the corpse and share in the sorrow of the bereaved. They bear the burden of the coffin on their shoulders and dig the grave with their own hands. The living and the dead remain bound together in the Irish Wake – the oldest rite of humanity.
For twenty years writer and filmmaker Kevin Toolis hunted death in famine, war and plague across the world before finding the answer to his quest on the island of his forebears. In this beautifully written and highly original memoir, he gives an intimate, eye-witness account of the death and wake of his father, and explores the wider history of the Irish Wake. With an uplifting, positive message at its heart, My Father’s Wake celebrates the spiritual depth of the Irish Wake and shows how we too can find a better way to deal with our mortality, by living and loving in the acceptance of death.
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